The car in front of me is undecided
Half of it driving in my line and half in the line to my left
And driving really slowly
As it’s not easy to make the decision
As to which lane to drive in
Where to belong
And this indecision is making me grit my teeth
Because I need to slow down
To wait
For the decision to be made
And only then will I have a chance to
Get to my destination on time
And not be late to work

But I’m guilty of this too
Of not knowing where to belong
What to believe and act on
At times
I tend to vacillate between two extremes
Possibly making others wonder
Who I am
What I’m about
Where I’m going
And I may even be responsible for
Slowing others down

So I renew my commitment to transparency
Clarity
Consistency
Decide where I want to be
What I want to be doing
At this time of my life
And once all of this clears in my head
The car starts moving
Magically
And I get to work on time